Monday, October 20, 2008
I don't know where i am

I feel lost....
Really lost.....
I don't know wat to do or wat am I supposed to do.....


There's this tiniest thing I know.....
I need to complete the poly education....
Cos I have went through more than the others.....


But there r times when I feel like givin up everything....
Expecially when there r nobody there for u.....
Ya, I'm referin to my classmates....
Whom I feel I can't depend on.....


I wish I know wat I'm doing....
I wish watever I'm doing is right....


I have been traveling on the road for a long long time......
Ya, I have lost and gain some pieces of mi on the way...
But i don't know if it is worth the price to pay....
I don't know wat will i gain for doing this.....


Dreams.....
Wat is my dream....
Can I fulfil my dream when I don't know wat i want.....
I haven't win anything in life yet....
Even till now......


Will I concede defeat for mi....
Will I be able to quit....
The pride in my heart....
Where is it......
Is it lost somewhere among the way I'm going through now.....


Promises....
Wat r they?
Empty words made by others....
Which can't b depended on....
Did I promise anything to myself?
Can I depend on myself....
Can I fulfil the promise I made to myself....


Risk....
chances....
Wat outcome lie in wait for mi....
I don know....
Is it gd?
is it bad?
Is it worth it or nt?
I don know....
There is only 1 life....
Time will not turn back by watever choices u made....


Win....
Is winning everything?
Do u need to win in order to make u feel life is worth living?


I need something to encourage mi...
I need moviation....
Currently this is something i don hav rite now.....


Can anyone tell mi where i am now....
Wat do i need to do now?
Can anyone direct mi?