Thursday, April 30, 2009
Shld I feel this way?

Sign.....
Recently, jux don hav the mood to blog.....

y?

Hmmm..... How shld I put it in words without hurtin ppl's feelings?
But this is my blog.... I shld describe how i feel ba.... Rite?

Whenever I start planning for outing....
1 thing I dread to c most r those sms tellin mi at the last min that they couldn't come.

I had already planned things in ahead....
I had plan accordingly to suit ppl....
But den, things will nt go my way de.....

Askin ppl out is such a difficult task to do.... I tink doin an exam paper is better den askin a whole of ppl goin out.... Cos different ppl hav different schedules, likes n dislikes..... It is extremely hard to organise big groups of ppl goin for a outing....

I don know y recently, i oso had problems getting small grp to come out as well....
Studies, works, stress, no moods r some of the excuses....
It's nt I am nt understanding...
I am tryin to b understanding....
But I realised....
I can stand in the other person's shoe to understand them...
But....

Will they understand my disappointment?
Will I b able to withstand disappointment one straight after another.....
Do I wan to ask ppl only to know that they will reject mi...
Y shld I waste my time n my money doin this....

Cos I felt that if we never meet up every now n den....
Soon, we will lost touch wif one another....

In one's life, there will b many ppl walkin in n out of ut life....
All I wanna do is to keep ppl I wan to contact in my life....
If nt, they will soon b a passer-by juz like anyone else de....

Society is getting colder wif every passin moment....
I really don understand....
I really don....

I had a friend A.
A used to b close friend wif B.
They lived nearby n go to the same class in primary 5 n 6.
B moved away n both of them ended in different sec sch....
After sec sch, they met once again in same poly, different courses...
They did nt acknowledge one another that they knew one another....
I had seen it wif my eyes....
After that, I asked each of them separatedly....
They said they had lost touch for so many yrs liao....
They felt weird to tok to one another after so many yrs of nt talkin....

Yesterdae, I answered a phonecall...
The caller was lookin for mi....
But I don recognised the voice at all...
When the caller heard my voice...
He began to talk to mi excitedly...
He asked mi if I knew who is he...
I was sad to tell him I don know....
He asked mi to guess but I still don know....
I couldn't match a face to the voice over the phone....
In the end, he told mi his name....
When I heard that name.... Memories flow....
I remembered who is he...
He was a friend of mine who was in the same class wif mi for 2 month before he quit sch....
He was quite happy that I remembered him....
It had been 11 yrs since we last talked to one another...
Yet, I don feel strange talkin to him...
He said he had wanted to call mi but he was too busy wif his work...
He tried to get hold of mi but i wasn't ard when he called my home...
I was quite surprised that he remembered my home phone number after all these yrs...
I was quite touched to hear that he remembered mi as his first friend he get to know in sch...
I forgotten his phone number n had nt bothered to keep in touch....
After so many yrs.... He still remembered...
He promised to keep in touch n will ask mi to go for a coffee break soon....

2 same stories but 2 different approach....

Well, morale of the story, it takes 2 hands to clap...
It takes 2 ppl to maintain the relationship between them....
Be it for love or friendship....

At this very moment, I won't deny....
I'm weary.... I'm tired....
This is y I don wan to organise BCT gathering....
I don wan to feel disappointed to hear news of ppl nt turnin up....
I don wan to.....

Now....
At this moment....
I will oso no longer will ask ppl out liao....
Prehaps, it's time for a change liao....
Ppl shld ask mi out....
It's time for mi to rest liao....
Y shld I always b the one to ask ppl de....
Y shld I b the one to feel disappointed by the responds....

Or am I the only one who only wan to keep in touch....
Let's c wat the future bring for me....
I pray I will nt b disappointed...

Monday, April 27, 2009
Sch....

I realised that it had been a while since I update the blog... Ya, sch had started for me.... Well, i still prefer the holidays....

Sch is simply stress.....

stress...

Only stress...

n more stress.....

Oh well, this is the 2nd week of sch, even though todae is monday.... I simply juz hope that thurs will come soon.... Cos fridae is a public holiday..... Ya, no sch....

Last weekend, as Da ge wasn't free to go out wif mi.... So I asked Kenny to go out... Yc wasn't free as he had guard duty on sunday.... Yiqi had something on at the last min so she never go out.... Well, Kenny went to go play push push again.... He spent 60 bucks n got a lot of toys this time round... 2 stitch, 2 bunny, 2 winnie, 1 brown thingy. He was quite pleased.... But den the staff at the marina sq prize stage were quite.... Hmmm... How shld i put it....

They juz don allow ppl to change toys.... But they never put out any signs to state that rule either.... I was quite unhappy wif them... Kenny overheard them tokin that we were stubborn to keep asking them to change the toys but hey the customers r always rite... Wasn't it....

Hmmm..... I shldn't go to marina sq in future liao.... Since they r so high n mighty...

Anyway, I hope i can control myself when i c these dolls in future..... I will tell myself..... I wan carebears dolls only.... Carebears cousins dolls..... N mayb scrump?

Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Toys again....

Todae, at Kenny's request.... We went to play push push... Ya... push push mean toy pushing... Instead of catching, the machine pushes... Cos I simply suxs at toy catching... So i played toy pushing....





These spongebobs r wat Kenny caught. For the top one, it was caught last saturday. For the below, these r caught todae de.



These r oso wat Kenny caught.... He finally got elmo to complete it. Todae, he caught 2 cookie monsters n 1 elmo.



This is Kenny's oso. I don know the name of the red stitch. its tail can b pulled de. Quite cute. He still lacked of stitch n angel to complete the set. He spent abt 70 bucks todae to play.



This Mickey is mine. Pushed it from suntec arcade. Haha.... Wif the help of Kenny.... I put money. He played... Cost mi abt $7.50 to get it.

Labels: cute toys...

Sunday, April 12, 2009
New lappy

well, the highlight of this week shall b my new toshiba laptop bought at harvey norman warehouse sale. This is my 3rd day usin it. This laptop is glassy black in colour. I liked the feel of typing it. This is my 1st time usin this laptop to blog. Haha....

Who says that times r bad now. There r lots of ppl buyin things at the warehouse sales. Seems like the things r free of charge. Haha.... well, one more week before sch reopens.... So sian... I still got things that I haven't do....

Well, this week i hav been stayin at home most of the time again cos no money.... Sat, i went out wif Yc n Kenny to walk ard. Saw Sebas at sim lim sq wif his friend while i was still waitin for kenny n yc to arrive. Had my breakfast at kfc at 2pm plus... Haha... It rained really heavily while we were walkin at bugis junction.

made our ways to suntec city to walk ard. Kenny decided to try his luck at big sweet land. I got a Mickey mouse plush. Haha... We den decided to walk to marina sq when kenny tried his luck again at centre stage. He caught a banana plush, spongebob plush, cookie monster and big bird.

had dinner at popeyes after that walked back to c ppl catch toys before makin our ways home.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Lazy...

Recently, never really update blog.... Due to my laziness....

Well, let mi recall.... Wat happen for the past 5 days?

I remembered going to eat at sakae sushi as causeway point last fri wif Kenny n Yiqi. Sakae really suxs.... Cos they hav no student price anymore. Only adults n youth... For those adults who r studyin in local university, they can oso eat under youth price.... This is so unfair... Anyway, since it is Kenny's treating mi so I shal nt say anythin.... I shall boycot sakae sushi in future n support suki sushi instead.

I went out wif Yc n Kenny to bugis on sat to watch "Knowing". Thought that it was a nice movie but the plot was rather slow and no mystery feelings at all.... It was kinda of those end of the wars movies.... Noah's ark.... Adam and Eve storyline.... Well, I tink Dragonball is slightly better than it ba. Haha...

Sun, I finally get to c Kayathiri.... Haha... Since 2007, since we graduated from ite, I haven't saw her.... Well, thanks to Shirley... My friend from hong kong... She was here in singapore from last sat till yesterday. We went to c the merlion. It was Kaya's first time seein the merlion oso. Shirley had seen it the last time she was here. After that we made our way to little india, to mustafa centre. It was my first visit there. Haha, Shirley had been to there the last time se came over. I wonder who is more singaporean.... Haha... We den made our ways to tekka mall. It was my 1st time there oso... And that we made our way to bugis where Shirley took mrt to kallang to meet Miss lee for durian feast and Serene for supper. She sure was busy...

Mon, well... meet Serene at Jurong East wif Kaya and Shirley. Serene was driving and she drove us to balestier to eat chicken rice. Wen dong ji. The salad prawns were rather nice. After dinner, we went to eat bean curds. I had a soya bean drink while they ate bean curds. Serene den took us to chanji beach to walk ard before sending us home. She was quite a blur driver and she missed the road to Shirley's hotel. haha. She had to turn ard and u-turn again. Anyway, it was abt 1am when i returned home. Tiring day...

I juz spend yesterdae at home.... Resting from my past days of going out.... Haha...

Friday, April 3, 2009
1 year...

Well, went out yesterdae wif Da ge to celebrate 1 yr of friendship. We went to catch 2 movies. Race to witch mountain at Lido 7 and Dragonball Evolution at bugis filmgrade.

Dragonball movie totally suxs.....

Waste of money to watch that....

The movie was so boring....

Nt interesting at all....

The plot was so silly oso...

I hope that there won't be any more movies on dragonball....

Race to witch mountain is far better than dragonball... Mayb will buy the dvd for this movie. Haha...

Add on: Well 1 year juz passed like that.... Time really wait for no one.... I really don know wat to say abt time oso.... Well, it's nt only Da ge that I treasure but others as well.... Cheers for friendships and for many more yrs to come....