Monday, March 19, 2007
Working...

Ya, working will b wat i will b doin in future ba. now that i have completed my ite education. I'm juz waiting for the final ceremony to get my certificate of BCT. Working is stress ba, if i could choose i rather study den work. The only advantage of working is u will get paid for wat u do.

Sign, well working is juz another phase of the life ba. I need money to buy the things i wan. How good will it b if i could never grew up juz like peter pan. I think this is the shortet post ever on my blog ba.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Test

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Labels: how well u know me?

Monday, March 12, 2007
Love

Love?

What is Love?

Do you understand Love?

Can Love be understand?

Is Love blind?

Is Love selfish?

Is Love about sharing?

If Love is bad, why can't people forget about Love?

Is Love everything?
If Love is everything does it mean you have everything once you have Love?
If Love is not everything, den why do people still pursue Love till the end?

Is Love everything or nothing?
There are people who have lots of Loves and don't want any, yet there are some who craves for Love.

Is Love good?
If it's good den why does Love cause so much misery to people?
If Love is nothing, den why are there people searching for it?

There are so many questions about Love. Different people define Love differently but more or less, the answer is still quite similiar. Does Love only exist in relationship? No, it doesn't. Love exist in different forms. In relationship, in friendship, in kindred which is family relationship. People need Love. No one can exist without it. Everybody had Love. Do you Love your another half? Do you Love your friends? Do you Love your family? What is Love? Love is a feeling that connect people together. Love played an important part in everybody's life but Love is not everything.

But some people just thought Love is everything. They don't care for the surrounding people. They are blinded by one another only. The world only exist because of them. Or so they thought. This is a selfish type of Love. They only Loved those who is worthy of their Love. Love is about sharing, it's not only about oneself or only your Loved ones, there are others also.

There are people who have Love and they thought they have it forever. They don't treasure Love and take it for granted that it would be there always, they only know it when they lose it and they realise that once Love is gone, it will never come back.

Some things are never meant to be lose.
But you will never know until the day it is lose.

Love causes joy.
Love causes misery.
Love causes lots of emotion to people.
Yet people still craves for it and hoping that they will be Loved.

Below are some statements I thought to be meaningful, I'm sorry for the poor english translations. I know it's not good but I have try my best to translate it but chinese words are hard to translate.

人最大的煩惱，就是記性太好，如果什麼都可以忘掉，以後的每一天將會是一個新的開始
The problem with humans is that they have a good memory, they have too many stuffs to ponder. If everything can be forgotten den everyday is a brand new start.


有些事你越想知道自己是不是忘記的時候，你反而記得清楚。我曾經聽人說過，當你不能夠再擁有，你唯一可以做的，就是令自己不要忘記。
There are some stuffs that you want to know if you have forgotten but it's always the other way you remembered it more clearly. I heard someone say when you had lost some stuffs, the only thing you can do is not to forget.

塵世界最遠的距離，不是地域上的實質距離，也不是你站在我眼前卻不知道我愛你的心靈距離，而是兩情相悅但不可以相愛的苦戀.
The furthest distance on earth can not be measure out, it's also not about a boy standing in front of a girl unable to confess his love for the girl, it's about a couple who are truly in love but yet can't be together. Classic Examples: Romeo and Juliet, Jack and Rose(Titanic).

你有沒有想過愛一個人不一定要有結果, 不追求結果就不會有盡頭的一天, 這種不追求結果的愛才是無限的.
Have you ever though that Loving somebody doesn't mean you need to have the person, if there's no answer hence there's no ending to it. Isn't this type of Love more lasting?

我當然會很高興我喜歡的人喜歡我, 但我更希望我喜歡的人得到幸福.
I will be truly happy if the person I like also like me but I hope the person I like can have what she desires. She's happy, I'm also happy for her.

Some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some stay for a while and leave footprints on our hearts.
And we are never, ever be the same again..........

My thoughts on Love
Love should be sharing. When you are in Love, it's not about your own self anymore, you have to think for the other person as well. There are a lots of factors to consider in a relationship. It's not like "I Like this person, I will get into a relationship with her." Things are not that simple.

Do you truly Love that person?
Can you overlooked the person's faults and bear with it even when you don't like it?
Are you prepared to spend more time with the person? Having less time for your own?

Love vary from people to people. There are selfish types, sharing types and many more.
Once you had Love, it doesn't mean friends can be forgotten.
Once you had Love, it doesn't mean you can don't take notice of your friends.
Love is not everything in life, there are others things as well.

Lots of people give up friends once they had Love. They say that true Love are hard to find, so they neglect friends for their true Love. But what is true Love? How can you know if this is your true Love? Dating for years doesn't mean a relationship is stable. Getting married doesn't mean a couple forever. Once that relationship is lost, will you still keep in contact with her? There are some who will, there are some who won't.

Friendship can blossom into relationship,
can a lost relationship go back to friendship?
Humans are too complex.....

They say Love don't come easily. You need to consider lots of factors: The right feelings, the right moments, the right timings. So grab hold of Love when it comes.

But who says friends come easily? You can have lots of friends, but there are ones that are special and they have made an impact on you; you know it they are difficult to come by. Getting to know them also required the right timings, the right moments, the right feelings.

Nothing comes easy.
Nothing.

As a friend, I totally respect the needs, the time you want to spend with your Love one. But it's not everytime, almost everytime when I asked you out. You say you can't. You need to company your Love one. I can tell you this,"You don't even know how to manage your time."
You say your Love one need you more, You ask me to be understanding. But how do you want me to be understanding when both of you are immerse in your own world, forgetting I am there. I am not what you think, I'm not kicking a big fuss out of nothing. You think you are right? Neglecting me everytime when you are with her. What do you think I am?

Don't tell me you regret losing a friend.
Don't tell me that you missed the times we spend together.
Don't tell me anything.

I had given you chances.
I had overlooked things.
I had become a object for you to vent your frustration when things are not going smoothly.

You blamed me when she quarrel with you.
You scolded me for something that is not my fault.

What do you take me for?
A friend?
I don't think so.
More like an object.
I looked up to you as a pal and this is what I get.
Don't say I like to remember the unhappiness and keep reminding you.
I don't want to either.
You show no signs of remorse even till now.

I truly treasured our friendship back then.
I truly hoped we can stayed as friends.
But you don't even give me respect back then.
You don't even know what you want.....

Love, Family, Friendship.
Which is more important?

Everything is important, it's just that "Do you know how to juggle them"
Can you manage your time between them?

It's hard,
very hard.
but yet,
it can be done.

This is what I always believe and I 'm not changing my thought.
I'm still waiting but time waits for no ones.
I'm very patient, but it's all up to you.

Friends are for life.

Labels: LOVE

Tuesday, March 6, 2007
Answer and Question

Well, this is it liao. I'm nearly done with my Qc module liao. Time really flies. The course is coming to an end soon. I am nearly at the ending point of the course now. Well, today I nearly burned off my finger during the phase test but I calmly put out the fire with my another hand and continue on doing the test. I hoped the lecturer didn't notice cos I don't want my marks to be deduct. Anyway, it's only a smal fire. It's nothing. Sometimes, I really don't understand myself. If I see a cockroach at home, I would be very frightened and stand on a chair but if I'm outside and I saw cockroach, I would just walked away and stay far from it. Anyway, today, can I say everything is clear. I know liao but not by them telling, i asked. It has been quite some times liao. They say when they thought I'm angry.

Well, I'm not angry. Why should I be angry at my friends? I am happy for them. I don't feel angry, I feel tired and maybe bits of disappointment ba. Angry is angry, disappointment is disappointment. These are 2 different things. I rather a friend be angry with me den him being disappointed by me. I hate to disappoint people. I don't like that feeling. It's not a good feeling. Well, up to now, I am still waiting for a rely to a question i posed. I don't know what is the answer but deep inside me, I think I know it but nothing is confirm until I heard it with my ears. Maybe a lot of people thought I lose my temper easily cos my face is black well you don't understand de. I'm a very complicated person. I tend not to show my feelings on my face. I accept acceptable and logical reasons if you can point it out to me. I'm a reasonable person. Don't assume you know me cos I'm still trying to know myself. I'm still trying to be a better person. I'm not prefect, I'm no god. I am only a human being. I also got my dreams and thinking. Just because I'm older doesn't change everything ba. I also will get affected by the people around me, moodswings or whatever. I don't like to be unhappy, moody or what. I like to feel good also. Please don't make me into the person I don't want to be. Do you understand?

Labels: Angry? Disappointment?