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Thursday, July 31, 2008
Thurs
Todae is the practical test for cell bio and I think i screwed it up. Well, wat's over is over liao. No use thinking abt it either.Todae after the practical test, I went out wif Vicky, Qiyun, Michelle and Paula to go rail mall to eat subways. Ya, it was my 1st time eating and it was nothing special abt it. I don think I will eat subways again.
I went home straight after that and report back to sch for an hour lesson before heading home again. I saw Da ge on the bus home, he is rushing home for dinner.
Ya, nothing special abt this day either. Hoping for the holidays to come. In a holiday mood now. i don wan to think of the exams yet.....
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Wed...
Todae marks the end of all projects. Today is the last project presentation. I'm sooo tired of projects especially something that I don't know wat to do. IT, a strange term to me. it's ok. Everything are nearly done. Juz to make some adjustment and post it up online on the 3rd of august. Tomo is the cell bio practical test and I need to study for it right now.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Another friends post...
Ya, i'm not a vulgar type of person. I believed my friends had never heard me swear before. This pic was rather amused to mi wi the humour words. So I decided to post it up for fun.
Ya, these were some of my ITE friends. Surprisingly to say my ITE class was the most united class I ever had in my life so far.
This was taken at hk ocean park. Ya, this photo was taken during my attachment in hk 2006. Kayathiri, Serene and I were the first batch of students to be sent overseas. We were so proud & honoured to be the first for our batch.
This is a keychain that I liked. I have always hope that my best friend will buy a similiar keychain and give the half to me. To symbol our friendship. Ya, this will no longer b a surprise liao. Now that I have typed out wat I thought.
Ya, I finally know what to write for this entry. Oh, ya it's abt friends again. I have written a lot of posts on friends. I think this will be my longest post yet. Haha, when it comes to friends. I guess I have a lot of thoughts on it. This post will yet be another special post and you shall see why if you scroll down later to read. Lately, I think I have too many special posts. I think recently I have the mood to write that's y my posts keep coming and coming.
What are friends?
Friends are.....
Someone whom we can choose to get close to.
Someone who can gives us a sense of trust.
Someone who can gives us a sense of trust.
Someone whom we can get along wif.
Someone who will be there if we need them to.
Someone whom we can pour our sorrows to.
Someone who we can share our happiness wif.
Someone whom we have a bonding together.
Someone who can lend his ears to.
Along the ways, there will b quarrels, disagreements, fights.... Usually these will b wat to make the friendship stronger but sometimes, there will bound to have some who will break our hearts, some who seems to have change overnight. Yesterdae, we were the best of friends but todae you were like an enemy to me. We will be hurt by them, cried for them, hoping to find ways and means to get the friendship back. Once something is gone, you can never get it back. The magic, bonding, link or watever had vanished.
I don't really believe in forever friendship. What is forever? Ever-lasting? But human don't last forever.
Ya, only cartoon characters can have forever friendship. Forever is a complex term. Wat do u mean by forever? Could anything last forever?
Once, I oso had hopes of such existing thing but things aren't wat I think. Things don't exactly go the ways I plan. Humans make the term ' forever' unreachable due to the complicating feelings they had in themselves.
I oso wished some of my friends will stick to me always but I don't know. I have been disappointed over and over again. And I always have hopes that I can still find. Ya, life is nt a bed of roses.
Friends have always been an important part of my life. Very important. Without friends, I think i can die. Ya, now that I thought of the years that has passed...
From kindergarden, primary sch, secondary sch, ite, army, poly, work. there are so many ppl that have been in my life. Most of them are just passers-by.
Some got stay for a while and leave, some still remain after so many years. Well, whether the ppl will remain in your life totally depend on the individual. Whether he still want to keep in touch with them or not.
As of now, I am still keeping in touch with a primary sch friend, less than 10 sec sch friends, ite friends more den 10, army friends ard 10-20 ppl, ya n poly friends I'll b seeing them almost everyday at least for the next 2 yrs plus. I don't know wat will happen in the future, mayb this list of my friends will get lesser and lesser.
Ya, it get harder and harder every year to meet out old friends, especially everyone are busy in their own areas. When you get to a different stage in life, your piority will be different. You will meet out different friends in different stages.
Again, some will just be passers-by, some you will want to hold on to them, some you just can't wait to get rid of, some will stay a while and move on, some will remains and others.... I don't have the means to look through the future and c which of the categories do you belong to. Well, I surely hope those I don't want to lost touch de as those will remain in my life throughout.
In the early stages of education, kindergarden and primary school, the term friends probably means everybody. That is the time where we are most innocent. If I am not happy with a friend, I will probably quarrel with him but then tomo we will be friends again.
Primary School: Now that I had think back. I had lots of friends. My friends and I had even formed a secret club once. We were go to play block catching after school or go to playground to play catching. Those were the days I remembered well at primary school.
Ya, this is Huang Ying Hao. A guy which I met in primary 5. He was a fan of Hardy boys and Roald Dahl while I prefer to read Nancy Drew and Enid Blyton. He was fun, sporting. We were together for primary 5 and 6. Too bad, I never kept in touch with him after PSLE. He went to study at Bukit Panjang Govt High. I wonder how is he doing nowadays?
Ya, this is Yang Zicong. A guy whom I meet in Pre Primary class A. We knew each other through a friend called Zhihao. Zhihao transfered out when he was in primary one. I stick with Zicong till primary 4 until we were separated. We still remained good friends until PSLE where he headed to study at River Valley Secondary. That's when We lost touch with one another. He was my best friend in primary. 8 yrs of friendship. Whenever I think back on Primary school. He will be the 1st friend I recalled.
In secondary school, friends will be quite an important factor on everybody. This is the period of puberty where to most individuals, friends will be more important over family. you will get to know lots of different characters, bonding between friends is oso the strongest at this stage.
My secondary sch was Chua Chu Kang Secondary. I joined SJAB as my cca. I had met lots of friends in it. Secondary Sch brought back lots of funny and fun memories where we stayed back after sch to play in SJAB room. The ghosts stories, monopoly games that we played are all so much fun.
Ya, this photo was taken during preparation of a camp. We took the photo high up. I forgot who was the one who took this photo liao. This is one of my favourite photo in the secondary sch stage. The 4 of us were quite close. Actually, they were my juniors.
This was the 1st neoprint I took wif my SJAB friends. This neoprint was taken at Jurong point. It only cost 4 dollars to take it.
This is 2nd neoprint I took. Ya, at jurong point again. I like this better den the previous one. I liked the blue background.
I will always remembered this neoprint cos we looked like killers. Haha. This one was taken at Lot 1. I looked so skinny back then. Haha.
I took a lot of neoprint with Yiying and Ngiap Yen during secondary sch. this one was taken at Lot 1 oso.
This is a special one which I took with Raziz at lot 1.. He was my primary sch friend as well as my sec sch friend.
This one was taken at Lot 1 again. We went to lot one to eat after sch and took neoprints again. Something we enjoyed doing nearly everyday.
This was 1 of the last few neoprint that I took during secondary school. At lot one again.
This was taken when we went out together, I think. Haha, I can't remembered exactly where and why we took this one.
This is the last neoprint I took wif my SJAB juniors. Kwang Haw, Yin Huey and Hui Zhen. I remembered this one was taken at causeway point, metro. I liked this the best as it has mirror image effects. Kwang Haw was my best friend during secondary sch life. We spent much time together. We never really keep in touch wif one another after secondary sch but sometimes, we will still sent sms to one another.
Ya, this was taken at sentosa with Yiying and Meijun with my hp some years back. We went there for a 4-D show and wandered abt in Sentosa. Ya, Yiying and Meijun were one of my few sec sch friends that I managed to keep in touch wif up till now. Thinking back, I took a lot of neoprints and I never put up everyone. These were some of the one I liked. I took a lot of neoprint with Kwang Haw also. Ya, I was much closer to SJAB friends than my classmates. The bonding between SJAB were quite strong. I have wasted a lot of money on neoprint but these are my memories. Memories that I will think back and smiled.
In army, teamwork, team spirit are very important. Army got these buddy system. Where you will have one buddy to take care of u & u to look out for him.
This photo was taken the last few days of my CMC. Combat medic course. These were my bunk mates. I had fond memories of the CMC as well.
This photo was special in a way. The 4 of us were a gang together. 3 of us will always gang up together to bully Brenner Yeo. We had so much fun together as a team. Edwin was my buddy. Brenner was our victim. I have lost in touch with them and I often wondered how they are doing in life. I was lucky to meet them during my training days at CMC.
Ya, this is Wong Iat Wai. He was one of my best friend during CMC. Too bad, the 4 of us were separated after that. He was posted to 3rd guards, Edwin to 41 SAR and Brenner to 21 SA. the last time I saw Iat Wai was last year may. It has been some times liao.
This is Zhuang Qingyuan. He is currently studying medicines at NUS. He was a MOPA during his army days. He is quite fun to be with and we sort of lost touch after he ord. He was my senior as he came to the medical center earlier than me.
Ya, this is Lewis, my junior. He was another good friend of mine. We did so many duties together. Ya, I have still not lost touch with this guy. He is busy doing his FYP at nus now.
Christopher Moh Heng Ping. The same batch as Lewis. He wasn't really close to me. Ya, he is very smart. He gots lots of awards in sch and he was the best medic of CMC of his batch. He is oso very rich. He is now currently studying computer science at America. This photo was taken on our last outing before he set off to study. Well, i hope that we will have another gathering when he come back in the future.
Jiazhen was another of my good friend during my days in medical center. He came to mdc exactly one year after me. I have watched the most movies with him ascompared to the others medics friends. We still keep in touch always but lately, I have been so busy wif my studies. I last saw him in may this yr. I will ask him out soon. He is oso my malaysia gang.
Garie Loke, same batch as Jiazhen. He was oso another good pal. He liked to played with me. Making me run for nothing. He will always try to protect me when I suffered more under his protection. Haha. He is fun and playful, cracking a lot of jokes. Making many ppl laugh. His bai bian. haha. A against gary chiu gang.
This is the last recent photo I had of my army mdc friends. Nt everyone was there. We were watching spiderman 3 at that time. There are still others that I did not mentioned here like Weiliang, Mingwei, chan, joshua, bryan, charles, Jinshun, jiansheng and others. We were like another big family back then. Those days of mdc were another good memories for me to treasure.
ITE, where so called those who can't study was posted to after their 'O' levels. Ppl have long linked ite to b a gangster school where fights will go on everyday.
Ya, these were some of my ITE friends. Surprisingly to say my ITE class was the most united class I ever had in my life so far.
This is a photo of my malay classmates. i like this photo very much as it has lots of style. Haha.
Everybody are looking at different directions.
Everybody are looking at different directions.
This was taken at Vivo city during our holidays. We tried to took a photo as above. Ya, I think it was quite nice.
Ah beng, this was the guy I sat next to on my first day in ITE. He looked very ah beng but actually he is kind at heart and he was a playful boy.
Indra, she was my no.2. We were the oldest in the class. That's y our register numbers are the first and second of the class.
Andrew, a guy which I know during my ITE days. i knew him as we both apply to work in the labs during the holidays.
Yiqi, shld I labelled her as crazy gal? Haha. She's a Hello Kitty lover. Same as Lijin. Well, we always had fun goin out to eat sushi together de. We all missed the ITE days don't we. At least, we had memories abt going through together, even though the time had ended for us. The days of ITE will remain in ourselves forever de.
This is a family photo shot. Haha. Lijin was the princess. Moomoo was her mom and yc was her dad. This was taken at the graduation ceremony. Lijin looked so cute. Lijin, Calvin, Yc n I sort of form a gang together at sch in the 2nd yr. There were always laughters everyday. The UNO days. +20 card.... Haha... Those were the fun times.... We would never get tired of playin UNO de. I hope that we could played UNO again.
I couldn't mention ITE without mentioning him. Yong chiang. He was my best friend in class. We even went to KL and Penang together, he provided lots of jokes durin my ite life. He was an easy going guy. We shared lots of good times together. He's oso a part of the malaysia gang. I missed him a lot during the days I was in HK for attachment. Whenever I go, he will tag along. That is equal to if u can c yc, i won't b too far off. We brought lots of laughters to ppl ard us. Haha.
Ya, this was taken on one of the youth day training. Kenny was another friend of mine whom I get to know when I was working at 7-11. I was so surprised to see him on the training grounds when we formed the ITE continguent. Actually, we were still keeping in touch wif one another up to now. He's probably the one that got me into watching movies de. He's a movie-lover.
This was a photo of the GEP ppl. We were the 1st batch being sent overseas to do our attachment. HK and Beijing.
This was taken at hk ocean park. Ya, this photo was taken during my attachment in hk 2006. Kayathiri, Serene and I were the first batch of students to be sent overseas. We were so proud & honoured to be the first for our batch.
As you know, there was bound to have fights and quarrels between friends. There was a day where Serene and I just couldn't see eye to eye wif. So we decided to have a fight to settle it out.
Actually, I had long suspected Serene just don't like me. It was proven....
Actually, I had long suspected Serene just don't like me. It was proven....
Actually, she really wanted to kill me lol, cos I knew too many of her secrets liao. See this photo as an evidence. Serene, you watched out. I will have my revenage one day. Haha.
This photo was taken at hk disneyland. It was a wonderful day for mi where dreams come true. Ever since young, I have been dreaming of stepping into disneyland. Well, even though hk disneyland is the smallest among all but i still get to fulfil my dreams. We had a fun day over there.
This was taken during the last day of IVE chai wan open house where we took a group shot together to celebrate. I was attached to this class during my hk attachment. I met so many nice ppl over there.
Patrick and Saiho were my practical team mates in hk. They were very nice and patient wif me. They helped mi a lot and I truly thanked them from the bottom of my heart.
Chan Chun Pong, well I usually called him Pong or Bond. He was my best friend in hk. We even went out to catch a movie Death note the last name together when I was in hk. I still have the movie ticket wif me. It has been a wonderful memories whenever I think back the times I spent in hk. I hope that I will be able to go back again and see my friends. Ya, I still keep in touch wif Pong all this while, sending e-mails, sharing wat happen to us. He is veri busy with work currently. Pong, I wished you all the best in the years to come.
This is a class photo Mr. Rashid took for us during the last few days at sch for the BCT. This is a photo of the C class. We were the unique class among all.
This is another of the C class which I liked veri much. Not everybody took this photo but it's ok. It's their loss for not appearing inside at such a great class.
This was the last class photo taken. As you have guessed it. The last day of sch. We were the only class to take this type of photo. Throwing our lab-coats up as our graduation hats. Haha. We were the pioneer batch of BCT and we have graduated. Two years was not long or short either.
There were unhappiness wif some particular classmates. But no matter wat, ITE JB0504C/R were the best classes I ever had so far in my class. If there's ever a day where I could turn back time to relive my study again. I will choose to go back the BCT time and relived the wonderful memories once again.
There were unhappiness wif some particular classmates. But no matter wat, ITE JB0504C/R were the best classes I ever had so far in my class. If there's ever a day where I could turn back time to relive my study again. I will choose to go back the BCT time and relived the wonderful memories once again.
This is a recently photo I took wif ah beng. He is currently in army now. He is fitter den ever. We went out as a group to eat pizza that day and he treated us to his last fifty dollars he had. It is always nice to catch up wif long time no c friends. I hope we will have another gathering soon.
Work, ya... I have been working either as part timer or work temp before heading off to sch again. So far, I have worked at mac, 7-11, travel agency, admin, golden village, takashimaya. I have met so many people out there. But working is a damn stress place where friendships are of little values to ppl.
It has been years since I took neoprint. I took this neoprint wif my taka friends. We were all temp workers. Lizhen, Joanne and Marcus.
We had come out to catch a movie that day I think. Marcus was serving the country at that point of time. That's y he wore a cap.
Sad to say, I have sort of lost touch wif this group of friends. Ya, I'll remembered the times where we had fun working together.
This is a funny neoprint. Thanks to Lizhen. She suddenly point her finger at a direction and we just look to where she point. Ya, that explain y we were lookin towards the left and Joanne looked like she has flipped her eyes. Haha.
Poly, this is wat I'm going through right now. So far, it has been almost half a year. It is juz nt the same as ITE. I juz couldn't feel the sense of bonding here yet. Ya, I'm losing my interests generally. I don't know y. But the time is still long. There are another 2 and a half yrs to go.
Andy, strictly to say, I know him through working at Keppel Fels. We were the temp stuffs there. We had gotten quite close during the last few days before we left. Ya, even though, there are nt many nice memories of the working environment and the complicated human relationship over there. There were still fun times wherever the temp stuffs gathered. We did overtime together at times. Eating pizza or kfc or mac together. sharing ghost stories, scaring one another up. Going toilet together. Trying to slack at times.... Currently, he is studying Aerospace Technology at np. Hope that we can catch up during the holidays.
This is Wilson, a friend whom I get to know during LSCT FOC. We were in a same group. We live quite near to one another. His course is HLM. Ya, he is considered to be my best friend in poly according to me. I think in the future, whenever I think of poly friend, his face will b the 1st to pop up in my mind. He has a great sense of humour. He laugh easily. An easy going guy.
Ya, he is the one who got me into going arcade again. He is great at shooting games and racing games. True, we have only knew each other for ard 4 months. I felt completely at ease when I'm wif him. It was always was so fun going out wif him but he is veri hard to get hold of. I think he is too popular liao. Ya, he is oso very stubborn, forgetful... He don't compromise easily but sometimes I will get my way oso as I'm oso stubborn. Haha.
This is a keychain that I liked. I have always hope that my best friend will buy a similiar keychain and give the half to me. To symbol our friendship. Ya, this will no longer b a surprise liao. Now that I have typed out wat I thought.
Ya, whenever I felt down. I wished that somebody will just listen to mi just as wat I will do if my friends are troubled. The problem wif me is that I seldom shared my feelings and carry the problems of others as well.
The road is still long ahead. I know, it won't be a easy way either. Wif a friend beside u, no matter how hard a thing might become. As long as u have company. Things won't turn out so bad after all. Will I be able to count on u to company me?
There are times where a hug between friends would b heart warming. To comfort one another. To be there for one another.
When you shared ur sadness wif a friend, the sadness is divided into half and you won't feel so sad.
When you share ur happiness wif a friend, the happiness is doubled and you will feel more happy.
I won't give up on u if I truly care abt u. Friends are not easily made. Best friends are harder to find. It takes 2 hands to clap.
Ya, I really hope that we will b able to hold on to one another no matter how long.
Life will give u many chances to meet friends and make friends. If u find a good one, u r blessed. If u find a bad one, let it go and learn from your mistakes.
This photo was quite heart-warming. Friends lying to one another to keep each other warm. To b at peace wif one another.
Without them, my life won't b complete. There is nothing more than wat I could say to my friends. I will stand by u if u need it. That is my promise. There are a lot of things that I would like to do with my good friends.
Ya, it's abt taking photo in the sun together. It doesn't matter if the images are see clearly. I really hope to find a day to take this photo together. Ya.
Ya, whenever I saw this type of photos. I will remind myself I muz take a similiar photo as above. Someday, I hope you won't reject this offer to take wif me when the time comes.
This is another photo that I liked. Taken from a height above, showing friends chatting and relaxing on the ground. Enjoying the greens.
Ya, walking side by side. Close to one another......
With that, I complete my post. I think this will b my longest post liao for this moments. It has the most pics so far. I don't think I will type any long post for the moments. It has taken me abt a week to type finish and arrange the pics. It is rather tiring for mi but I think it is worth it.
P.s. In the past, I don't really like to take photos. You can see my SJAB photos. I was seldom captured on camera. Be it for SJAB or class photos. I only take photos if I have no choice or unless I'm wif a friend I wan to take photo wif.
Even when I went to ITE, I oso don't like to take photos. It was until after the hk trip den I begin to take photos. Well, a human brain is limited. It can't remembered every single details in life. That's y I took photos to remind me wat was going on.
Ya, please don't reject me if I ever want to take photos wif u. Ya, I still don like to take photos. I only take wif selected ppl or c my moods de. I juz wan it for memories' sake.
Anyway, thanks to my friends whom I choose to pour out my unhappy wif. Ya, I'm too lazy to include every photos. Even if ur photos are nt inside, it doesn't mean u r forgotten. It's juz that this lappy don't have every photos in it. My desktop is spoilt currently and most of my photos are inside the hard disk. Ya, if u c ur photo here, I can say is that u had made a difference in my life. That's y I will remembered u no matter wat. No matter r we still keepin in touch wif one another or lost touch, the memories of us together will b in my heart till forever. I truly treasured every one of my friends, but if the fate between us is gone. No matter wat, we will not meet up again. Therefore I deciate this post to all of my friends(ex or present), classmates (ex or present). No matter if we r still keepin in touch, or we r no longer on talkin terms. If it wasn't for u, there won't be todae's me.
Ya, ever since I started poly, I have not been happy. I'm always thinking back on the ITE times. Sometimes, things do get hard for me and it is not easy trying to live on happy memories only as bad memories are happening ard me. I really hope things will turn out ok. So far, I want to look positive to it. If things are not meant to be, den juz let nature take its course.
" It is by chance that we met, by choice that we become friends. " _Anon...