Monday, November 3, 2008
Another Week.....

Well another week beginning..... Seems to think that my class wasn't as united as before. Well be4 that we were always as a class n den we chnged to 11 ppl gang, 5 ppl gang n 1 loner. N now, the eleven ppl gang had 3 'withdraw' from it or maybe only temp, i oso don know. I tink that there r some gaps in between ba. n besides that, there's a couple in the class liao. Ya, actually i hav been suspecting t from last sem except that things r more clearly than before.

2 more gals from the 11 ppl gang have started a relationship with guys from other classes. But that really doesn't concern me. Well, i still feel no bond to this class of mine. N the ppl i tag along wif oso hav the same feelings. Those who r popular in class only find those who r popular.... It's a one sided world. Cos that gang only tag wif their own kinds. Well, in the past i might b bothered but now NO.... Well, i guess u can count mi as one of those who hav no class spirits or wat. you can call mi watever you wan, anti-social, quiet, cold or wat....

I juz wan to b on my own.... I might seem friendly on the surface but inside, i am actually veri cold. It's juz that i chose to b cold to whoever i tink r fake. Really fake.... They could smile on their faces, but thei smiles never reach their eyes but some r better actors till you can't tell. Well, you can know by their words those empty promises that they made over n over again. Well, i wan to hav less things to do wif these type of ppl. i rather keep my distance away....

Weekends.... still 4 days to go.....