Tuesday, July 15, 2008
lately....

Well, I went out with da ge to catch a movie on sat, go out with yc to watch another movie on sunday. This is the so called first time that i ever saw somebody never wear spec to watch movie and we were sitting at the last row somemore. i do wonder whether da ge knew what the movie was about or else he was only wasting his money. imagine my reaction when he said next week we come watch again cause he don't know what the movie was showing. haha....

Well, i wasn't quite happy in school recently. Actually, yesterday, i went out with jj, wesley, rl, ph, andre, carmen, jessica, heidi, geraldine, amelia, jamie & fion to imm during our 4 hours break. i think it was quite a nice outing. almost everybody came expect michelle, paula, qiyun and vicky. maybe i'm beginning to sense a bonding in the class finally. well, it's a good thing perhaps cause i do get a sense of belonging already. there are times when i felt like i'm the outcast of the class, i don't know how to face them and talked. i feared i might bore them with my topics so i just rather remain at the side listening.

i rather which is the real me, the past talkative me or the silent me now. how do the others see me now? i feel miseable deep down inside me. sometimes, i do feel that there is this part of me who want me to go deep inside my shell and hide away from others; there is this other part of me that want to be more out going and get to know more friends.

well, i have cut my hp line recently. this is the 2nd day i'm without my hp and so far, i haven't come to a conclusion whether should i get a new line or just hide myself away.........